I have a sudden desire to just leave this account.
Leave every account I ever named as KCG.
Not because I dislike the name, but because I just want to start new.
Just abandon everything and start fresh.
Contrary to what you might believe... there's a lot of things that I'm hiding from you guys. Things I would rather not disclose, that have been built over time as I've developed this... persona?
With a new account, I won't have to worry about that anymore.
If I do make a new one, I won't tell anybody. I'd be leaving everybody behind, and that just makes me feel awful.
I'm sure that makes me selfish, but...
It's a lot to sit on, and probably a lot to digest, considering everybody thinks I'm just a naturally happy person.
That's sort of true, but there's just more to it than that. A lot more.
So, if you see everything about this account disappear (except for this journal.)... don't say I didn't warn you.
Leaving behind KCG basically means leaving behind the SEGA forums, SSMB... FF.net too, I guess. Maybe even my photobucket.
Tumblr is probably the only place where I'll genuinely still stick around as KCG.
As a matter of fact, I think I'll start now. Ride the wave and then regret it completely later, haha. It'll be fine with this account at least. Everywhere else I'll probably feel way too silly, making this angsty journal and then coming back with a smile on my face.
Maybe I'll change my mind, maybe not.